Well hello out there. I haven't blogged or taken an English class in ages so apologies for the casual writing and or sentence structure if I so happen to rant...which inevitably happen, hence the title "Oh my
gatoz!" And yes, I know
gatos is with an "s", but some clever peon took it already.
Let's get started. My blog is to tell you a little bit about my ever-so-fucked up adventures on this wave we ride called LIFE. I tend to drink too heavily, love to quickly, analyze obsessively and basically abandon my best interest for someone
else's hence making common mistakes that a lot of 20 something females yearning for love in all of the wrong places make.
So, you ask why in the hell would I read this? Well my stories wrap around to bitch slap me 1,000 miles away and 3 years down the road. Let's meet my life changing crash of a disaster Chuck.
Chuck was
supposed to be just an average college rebound from a shitty relationship. That was October 2006. Bravo! Charming, good looking, educated, dangerous, powerful, and sexual tension of some magnificent force unexplainable to this date. The hormones raging for a month I finally gave in on a mild November Tuesday after too many shots and beers. Great.
The love to hate him sexual drive continued after he graduated. He moved to a metropolitan area where we both grew up in near suburbs. To cut to the chase we would get together
everytime I had an interview in the city. This dysfunctional hooking up went on for a couple years until I graduated college and moved back to the city...where we both now live.
Not surprisingly during this
mattress mambo stint I became attached, emotional, and he an animal. Not much cuddling, pillow talk, or communication of any sort. We would either fight or fuck...nothing
inbetween. Basically two strangers engaging in outlandish acts of passion without anything as a foundation other than hatred towards one another.
He had no respect. He tried to sleep with my friend of 15 years...which we'll get to her later. Call her, Ginny. Remember that name.
Anywho- they both claim nothing happened, but when you find your fling of 2 years and your friend of 15 yrs in a bed- fully clothed in the morning...something is off. Mind you about 5-7 bottles of wine consumed amongst a crew of
abar patrons at his massive home, but blackout or not my eyes didn't lie to me. He banged me 5-7 hours earlier that night and then hops in her bed. Gross.
This hate became evident a couple months later when he and I bumped into a bar downtown the night after a session...yes, I was dumb enough to go back to him for Valentines after all the Ginny shit went down. That night he drank like a frat boy and attacked my male birthday friend I was celebrating with. Calling me "fat, a
kniver, and wishing death upon me." I leave the bar with my
bday friend who has now been attacked as have I...hop in a cab...
bday boy talks so much shit to the
cabby we get kicked out of the taxi.
Mind you it's -20 out in February where I'm from. In the middle of downtown
Sahara no life around at 3am. Finally after a frost bitten
jont down to major cross roads we find a man who is getting into a cab...proceed to ask to share and he kindly lets us join him. As my
belligerent bday pal is raging about Chuck attacking him... the man we are sharing the cab with asks what Chuck we're speaking about. It so happens we're sharing a cab with Chuck's
bestfriend's brother, Jim.
Jim calls Chuck saying he has a very angry gal and guy sharing a cab with him...the world is small is it not?
Moving right along. My personal favorite. I'm out on the east coast for business. I meet up with a gal who Chuck and I went to college with- not very close friends but enough where she met me for
daydrinking and lunch...
annnnnd dinner. As we're chatting she mentions she just got back from my city. The purpose of her trip was for her to find a spot for her to open a business...she proceeds to tell me all of her fun including late nights and wild times in suburb x... Chuck's from suburb x!!! My mind starts fuming. I ask, "So, did you get the final touches on the business plan ironed out." Her
response, " (she coughs on her burger) Didn't really have time to discuss business with him." I play cool the next 7 hours, and by cool I mean drank heavily trying to keep it together.
She ends up spending the next 5 hours with me swooning on their moments together- having no idea I'd been hooking up with him... to make matters worse as if they could get any more so, she ended up having both of her credit cards denied and I had to buy the chick dinner.
These stories are barely scratching the surface. My friend got me a
taroh card reading recently...the
taroh card reader was telling me accurate events, problems, and vacations coming up- how to handle them, what to do...how my health and general life looked. Then of course the
juicy relationship
jibber jabber came along...she described the above events to a "T" down to almost every
detail and then finishes the session by saying, "Katie you're both playing a dangerous game, he is your
soulmate." I immediately head to the nearest women's shop and bought a vibrator.
No orgasm is worth what he has said, done, and put me through. BUT if he showed up on my doorstep tomorrow with a million flowers, apologies, and begging for my love. I would fold like laundry on Sunday.
fantabulous, oh my
gatoz!